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// disappointment.

x country today.
am i who are used to be?
it was such a letdown.
where has my effort gone to?
i said i was gonna think of her.
but on my mind.
its just blank.
totally blank.
i tried so hard.
yet fail.
wad has got over me?
im such a loser

everyone was pinning high hopes on me. yet i came in in e 16th position. i wasn't sad. but i rather feel relaxed. joanne n irene were all ahead of me. i shldn't say much on wads going today. it was a total disappointment. i feel so ashamed. talk to my hand!




// follow ur instincts. believe in GOD.

impossible is nothing. do not admit defeat;
jasmin // 10:18:00 PM