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// nats top 4- gone
firstly,
i really want ta sae a BIG thank you ta MR KUAN for welcoming me ta e team this yr.
and not forgeting GESS TABLE TENNIS.
i donno if anyone will evr get ta read this.
i am proud ta be part of e team this year.
indeed, e achievements this year really shows our hardwork have not gone ta waste.
i still rmb, i was still in hesitation when i was asked ta play for e team.
i skipped a couple of tranings cause i donwan ta go back ta those daes when i was in pri sch.
as a flavour, i finally agreed him when competition was drawing near.
on e first game with newtown,
i was so honoured ta put on tht butterfly jersey.
behind with words printed 'GAN ENG SENG SCHOOL'.
during e zonals competitions, we were placed 2nd.
e first batch of b' girls in e whole 120 years of history.
i am really glad ta be part of e team.
since then, we got into e finals.
god gave us good groupings.
but is it true tht we take it for granted?
it was incorrigible tht how can we lose ta ngee ann when we win cedar.
and cedar won ngee ann but lost ta us.
isn't it funny?
i conclude, cedar is in e top 4 n not anymre us.
gone through so much of trainings,
and our dream is just gone in an instant.
tears surfaced our eyes.
some cried till vry bitterly.
i regretted so much, but precisely theres nth i can do.
thinking back of how i cursed table tennis n always skipping trainings,
i think i really don cherish evrythng god has given me.
thou im still in confusion ta stay or leave,
i really want ta bring back e title.
i was moved ta tears by all e words they spoke.
there was a hidden feeling beneath e words i think only we can understand.
anyway, im contented cause we got into top 8.
e individuals, jiayou !!
do gess proud.
PING PONG, SA !!
// follow ur instincts. believe in GOD.
impossible is nothing. do not admit defeat;
jasmin // 11:23:00 PM
