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// TSKtsk.dead or alive- i rally wanna kno.
afterall, i might not have exist if not for him.
i live in greater fear now.
im wondering, how he has been dng in overseas.
money- is it rally so significant.
thou im someone who isn't spendthrift.
but wht else can be mre impt than ma loved ones.
aren't you a hypocrite by not accepting tht it has turned into a fact.
with his intelligence.
having two hands walking on two feets.
there is no exception for you not ta work.
a mann who doesn supports e family is a total gay.
i rally donno wht will happen ta me nxt.
neither cynthia nor ma mom.
i'll pray for em before i go ta bed evrynight.
one person tht leaves me unbearable-
e one who has given me uncountable memories for e past 5 mths.
ma life is such a misery.
i concede defeat in fate.
let me off !
// follow ur instincts. believe in GOD.
impossible is nothing. do not admit defeat;
jasmin // 10:13:00 PM