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// faking a smile.a player who doesn evn scores don benefits the team.i want ta show tht disappointment is not i bring ta em.but apologies pple, im a lousy player.i stood there by maself listening ta forty kinds of sadness.memories in ma mind- uncountable, unforgetable.using ma blue towel, wiped the tears awae frm ma face.blankly starring at nothing-switching ta the highest volume jus like nobody's business.tears surfaced ma eyes upon hearing tht song.i began ta click and type.reading thru testimonials and recent posts.its jus a double inverted U now.perhaps and i admit, i think too much.all of you are leaving me one by one.whts left within me, im all alone.you and i had many conversations on the telephone.talks about one dae we having a place of our own.had ta wake up face reality.
// follow ur instincts. believe in GOD.
impossible is nothing. do not admit defeat;
jasmin // 10:12:00 PM
