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// ma life is worth living ; because of YOUmr ghaim is supa dupa nice for the very firs time LA !cause we are a niche school now,and tmr's our 120th anniversary dinner.therefore school ended arnd 11 plus.can somebody tell me whts so great abt e uniform grp pple.i seriously cant understand a thng.we did some stupid waves LA.damn lousy, cause no current.and e cheering part most sec fours were mre like protesting.imaginating i jus stood there watching and hearing em cheer,i sweat hell lot.jus like e water flowing unceasingly frm a violated tap.during bio lesson i was happily sms-ing ta ma schmuck darling.cause we were supposed ta study tgt.i was feeling excited then, cause ytd we didn rally have time for each other.i was held up in school for chinese orals.upon hearing tht she's gng town with em, i jus cldn control ma emotions.i don rally kno how im feeling then, cause its sadness and maddness at e same time.nvr mind, so i insisted her ta go with her friends.yet deep inside, i dearly wanted her accompany so much.i was undergoing some kind of depression on e way hme.and once i closed e door when i reach hme, i broke inta tears.nobody was hme then, i sat there all alone.cosidering abt her feelings, thinking abt e past few days.we almost accompanied each other for almost evryday.then the mre i shldn be calculative.in an instant, im flying high agn.truly feeling real happy ta kno she's with her friends.i wanna fall asleep, but ure constantly on ma mind.ma beauty-king, would you hold me close once agn and say three words like you used ta do.hundreds and thousands of apologies cannot tell how disastrous im feeling.here i once agn am telling you, ure ma greatest gift of all.i love you-
// follow ur instincts. believe in GOD.
impossible is nothing. do not admit defeat;
jasmin // 6:20:00 PM
