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// dogged refusal ta admit defeat.caused by many daily events, i became mre thoughtless each day.hatred nd grudges are increasing rapidly.i hate e sight of you. cause no doubt i will feel damn peevished.can u admit defeat on e track, e question remains.i don't wish ta be crude, nd be terse in ma entry.however, i want ta express ta u how jovial am i.feel tht im malicious in ma talk nd behaviour.i simply cant comprehend why i've ta worry abt so much in life.money- meaning wealth.i envy those pple who lives in luxury.ive no banknotes ta afford any tuition.needless ta say. im poor enough ta be a beggar.pity me nd throw some coins if u ever see me begging fo money on e streets.maybe i should suicide nd suffer in hell.i don't want ta go through this terrible period, alone.can you comprehend- plodded.
// follow ur instincts. believe in GOD.
impossible is nothing. do not admit defeat;
jasmin // 1:11:00 PM
