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// im lookg fo smthng i can't find.forever you're gone, the dreams we once put em inta pieces tgt are now all shattered.i repeated many many times. nd now im still sayg 'seeing u smile is ma greatest reward'.each day, jus as i kno ive let u go ta a fuckg useless bastard.i can jus go nd indulge maself in a life of alcohol.life is not all abt slogging hard ta earn smthng.imagine urself screamg ur lungs out, hot tears flowg, more freely now as u brooded ovr the helpless, unfair situation.u end up gazing out of e window inta e distance, lost in silent contemplation.sometimes i do still sobbed with intense pain, esp e sight of eeyore.as much as i miss the past. nd evrywhe i go e memories still lingers.i wish you nd terry, an everlastg relationship.
// follow ur instincts. believe in GOD.
impossible is nothing. do not admit defeat;
jasmin // 12:19:00 PM
