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// giv me jus alil bit mre.have you evr been delusional.joyce is angry =(i look out of e window, lost in silent contemplation.rah! then i think of ppl who were once significantly mentioned.HER was my firs thought unexpectedly.history was short, yet it was so hard to forget.i was left behind, alone for two years to clear up this mess.one day u finally talked to me on msn.i urged to reply u e four letter word.maybe i was still young and naive then.then came another HIM.almost e plain eight months, there was nvr a chance for me to apologise.and to say how much i appreciate u.okay guess wht, i see u once every two years.hahahahaha.HER HER was my second thought.i used to think both of us have to remain sinned.you gave me hope and u threw it all away.i used to compromise u, to an extent my every reply was 'oh okay'.sometimes even when i had long bus rides, i read our msgs..look at ur/our photos, and thought of everything that took place at ur hse.and the silly me who used to whine and cry over ur sudden departure =)in fact e memories do linger everywhe i go.how many different bus stops we've actually sat on.how many unnecessary quarrels we've actually talked about.how many anxieties we've both aggravate on.wells..when i came to think about all, i hate ending up feeling dejected and useless.e bitterness is accumulating.hatred is increasing.so what am i.ppl claimed that ure ah lian, and honestly somehow i was in a dilemma.but i jus love everything about u.u plastered my wound when i fall =)
// follow ur instincts. believe in GOD.
impossible is nothing. do not admit defeat;
jasmin // 11:54:00 AM
