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// the photographer.
what am i suppose t describe how am i feeling now? hmm ...
fear + anxiety + sad = (fill in the blanks for me)
silly me ; bothered over you when u don't seemed t be bothered.
mre or less, i guess u don't seem t care either.
did i hit the bull's eye!?
i prayed, wished, and hoping tht i'll receive ur message.
should i say all efforts are futile.
i feel as if im really left with no choice but t pen dowm my thoughts here.
perhaps you would miraculously read this entry and kno what im trying t tell you.
upon reading ur latest entries, ive decided t make a come back t edit my post.and so i think sometimes somethings are better left unsaid.please be happy.
// follow ur instincts. believe in GOD.
impossible is nothing. do not admit defeat;
jasmin // 2:39:00 AM
