20061119
// what's left of mehello you, it's been some time since i last blogged.i've got really quite a whole lot t pen down, on second thought..some thngs are better left unsaid.but i swear at this very moment, i really feel like dashing t my room & slam the door.cut open my pillow & bolster jus like it would stab & cut each other's open wound.i thought i could erupt in deafening cheers & applause upon the completion of exams.but it got me so damn wrong, everythng seemed t hav shattered unknowingly.i could no longer see a ray of hope anymre ..it's not feeling disappointed alone, somehow it's feeling very tired.very fatigue, please please please please please LA !stop it all, i'm begging.it's falling faster ; barely breathing.giv me smthng, t believe in.tell me ; it's not all in my head.
// follow ur instincts. believe in GOD.
impossible is nothing. do not admit defeat;
jasmin // 11:20:00 AM
