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// sick & tired.baby jus showed me th JUNK FOOD LIL MISS SERIES shoppg spree.urgh ! jus getting rather indecisive.there's so many shirts t choose frm, includg a few of th rolling stones shirts.& they are really selling at affordable prices. it's ranging frm $26 t $38.super duper cheapppppppppppp rights?right now, i jus feel like occupyg myself w some lame shit online.& hopefully by then, cynthia would be awake t help w th decision.it's monday, 5 a.m now.i jus logged in my school's webpage t check on my class timetable.see see see, this time i so well prepared. plus organised.kiddg, jus wonderg wht time sch's startg & endg.so end up, i somehow got cheated.i literally see nothing, so does it mean theres no lessons gng on?later noon will be gng down t th bank t settlesome payments.extremely impt, okays rmb-ed alr !i hate t publicise this issue.but if it's gna do me good, i really don't mind sharing here.at times, i jus feel like spilling everythng out t shun at one go.wells, but too bad la.it's either we're always out w one grp of friends, or we're busy w work tht we've no time t meet up.i'm jus startg t feel inferior t another her.i don't want t say names, nor am i being a paranoid.it's not as if i've nothing better t do, & fret over this & tht.i feel so shag at work, feels as if i'm on a jail-term in th kitchen.is this jealousy or envy? wonders me.my life, has been changed in a way i cannot yet accept.i hav so many questions running through my mind.how is it tht so much time spent caring for a person can suddenly crumble t th ground?i hope you kno, i am as a glass child ...
// follow ur instincts. believe in GOD.
impossible is nothing. do not admit defeat;
jasmin // 4:10:00 AM
