// climbing up e flight of stairs ' _____________

2008-04-07T10:27:00.002+08:00

I wish I could be
Every little thng you wanted
All th time

I'm totally burnout, burnt out.
And when everythng's gna be different soon.

You're there not here

2008-03-22T20:04:00.002+08:00

// th ghost of you.

I'm losing my temper lately, it's terrible 'cause of so many pple she's th one that is getting it.
I hope that's because my period's coming, and nothing else's.

dear, I'm so sorry that you're getting all these SHIT from me.
ytd I pretended t be asleep after throwing my tantrum.
then I placed myself in your shoes, hmms..
guess I'm gna be very heartbreaking if you are ever treating me like this.

and it was rly too much of me, t say whatever nasty thngs that I've said ytd night. ):
this makes me so sad baby.
so sad, so sick.

2008-03-21T14:55:00.002+08:00

// her eyes.

woah, its been a while since i last blog man.
feels like I've rly lost touched w you, my dear blog. ):
I've also noticed that my flobble chatterbox is down.
how I kno who visits my stupid blog still?

busy busy, rly busy umpiring these days.
primary school held in th mrg, then nationals in th noon, occasionally I spent th rest of my time umpiring (if not waiting for teng) before I reach hme.

finally, so glad that all our efforts have been paid off.
because th painting of my room is like finally done.
no mre touch ups, no mre tapings, no mre late nights.
and it was so bad that we didn't sleep for two nights, it was rly hard work.

results were out last week.
if hardwork equals results, then why I don't see my expected results?
it's just so disappointing, not that I am extremely hardworking. and I don't burn midnight oil or last minute work like some pple.
I'm no bookworm nor nerd baby!
I gotta accept whatever that is given t me now, now take this as a stepping stone.
so no point ranting and ranting. (:

on th other point, next sem's gna be like a big faimly for th many of us.
no mre seb janice and jasmin, but mre of th rest. yay!

almost forgot, I watched sky of love w teng kai lin.
very touching movie, I can feel everythng that is happening in th movie.
unlike some other love/sad movie that is a total drama and unreal.
though like a typical/common story that may have happened t some before.
yea so if you are reading this, don't miss out before th screening ends.

next I would like t catch Step Up 2 w teng too! (:
however, I always feel like slapping myself whenever I fall asleep while watching movie w her. ):
I watched juno w her, and not long after I fell asleep.
I'm so sorry dear. ):

okay before it gets too lengthy, I better stop.
no pictures, no interesting happenings.
but I promise pictures in my next post. [:

listen t her eyes by pat monahan.

2008-02-23T23:59:00.005+08:00

// girl, you had me hooked up.

my pretty girl, & our carrot.

A lot of girls are sexy.

But you know how to use it.

You can keep me.

Up on the phone all night.

2008-02-18T13:01:00.002+08:00

// worst fears.

today carrot/rabbit is one week old.
it was also a week ago that we went out tgt, just th two of us only happily.

today is th worst day of my life; th day that I cried so much of my whole 18 years of life.
I dno how am I gng t go through this phase of life.
I want t get done and over, I want t let go.
I really have decided, but yet ag how am I gng t do it?

I dread gng hme, because its really th scariest place where all th memory lingers.
I said that today was th worst day of my life because,
I kno I'm not gng t do well for today's paper. I feel so disappointed in myself. I can sense th disappointment in my mother.

also, it was really a huge disappointment that my relationship w christina failed.
I dno how t face th world.
I'm so afraid that I will just go crazy. I am so scared that I ever thought of ending my life.
it's just too scary, I never imagined myself loving someone so much at all.

2008-02-11T03:24:00.000+08:00

// flashing lights.

I've been hme for almost 2 days, trying very hard t study for exams.
but it's sucha disappointment, that I spent my time watching tv and slacking.
I guess I can never stay long at hme too, because my body just don't feel right.
neither am I motivated t study, but it's getting better each day.

life is just too boring esp when you need t study, I won't wna spend 20 yrs of my life studying man please!

almost forgot, this year I gotta spend my valentine's day w gf tho she hasn't agree or somewhat.
I don't care, she's gna be my valentine.
but then, yet again th next day I have exams like 9 in th mrg.
this rly rly sucks, you have t imagine how sucky my life is.

smelly ass, I love you la!
didn't I told you before that we're gna have countless valentine's day? :)

2008-02-09T23:50:00.000+08:00

// good life.

you're my aeroplane.

I swear these few days I am enjoying myself, even before chinese new year or holidays.
teng stayed over for a couple of nights.
then visiting was my favourite, because apart from th ang baos that I recieved there was a mountain high of goodies. :)

sad t say, this year's mood was rather affected.
I am like constantly being reminded that exams are just rnd th corner.
seriously hate th fact that I need t study now.

I can't wait for all my exams t be over, then when holidays come...
happiness.

I am so angry now, because that stupid gf forget me.

2008-02-06T22:56:00.000+08:00

// boringgggggggg eve.

I am hme long ago, from reunion dinner.
every year's th same, my sister and I would head t my grands house.
then maybe plan for night activities w my friends.

but then, this year is like ultra boring.
can you feel that I'm totally boring t th maxxxxxxxxxxxxx?
my house got no pineapple tarts, and I have this strong craving for it now pleaseeeeeeee.

and nobody's even entertaining me, so I decided t watch kinship II online.
but then again, I spent most of my time waiting for th stupid connection t connect back.
I miss my gf, and it's not because I'm not occupied thats why.
I really do, and I hope she miss me too.

HAPPY LUNAR NEW YEAR!

2008-02-05T14:56:00.000+08:00

// what is ur greatest fear?

for now, i think my greatest fear is losing you.
baby, i would do anythng just t make you happy.
i promise you, w everythng i have.

2008-02-02T11:12:00.000+08:00

// us. :)

christina & jasmin.

2008-02-01T15:24:00.001+08:00

// i do.

if you ask me do I love you this much,
I do. (cherish you ...)

ytd it felt as if, a tremendous thunder striked upon me.
and then it was pouring heavily.
I was all soaked in the rain, all I could do was t cry out loud just t catch my breath.
and I had t compete w the droplets of rain.

I asked myself, "am I useless?"
you tell me.

it was a really helpless, I was merely just calling "dear dear, dear dear, dear dear ..."

2008-02-01T01:09:00.001+08:00

Baby, I'm sorry.

I didn't mean t be bold towards me, but one day you'll just get bored at bullying me.

please don't be upset or feeling angry, because I really don't mean anythng when I raise my tone.

I hope I can make it up t you, by being a good girl in th bed later.

I love you, my love.

2008-01-31T20:41:00.000+08:00

And I don't want th world t see me,
cause I don't think that they'd understand.

I think I am a petty someone.
yeah, I really get petty over stupid thngs.

tmr I have BCA hands-on test, then it'll wrap up the end of one module.
firstly, good luck t me for tmr's test.

secondly, as follows for other modules:

POA: 15 Feb, 9.00 am
B-Law: 16 Feb, 9.00 am
Bis Managment: 18 Feb, 9.00 am
Macro: 21 Feb, 9.00 am

okay, this is my ever ~~sucky~~ exam timetable.
byebye, I'm gng t study now.

I forgot t mention that me and baby did a self-reflection.
or rather a survey on each other.
aren't we cute? :)

2008-01-25T01:11:00.000+08:00

My eyes are so small that they can only see you;
thats wht I love you baby.

sometimes, or rather most of th time life is so hectic.
I agree, even tho my life consists of school and girlfriend.
its really quite heartbreaking, t see myself far away from my friends.

sometimes life can be really bad, as tho its th worst roller coaster ride.
but my life ain't that bad afterall. :)

today was my best mrg surprise from dear dear!
I am so sorry, that i took up almost half or three-quarters of ur day almost everyday.
because you'll be a kallang, and it all took up so much of ur time that you neglected ur friends and family.

I'm sorry, if I've been bad.
but I just want t make you happy, not because you're my girlfriend but I love you.
"won't sleep without you" reminds me so much of you every night!

yay! and we'll be tanning tgt tmr. :)

2008-01-20T14:48:00.000+08:00

// jasmin fag.

I need t kick several bad habits.
th most serious case is; I always fall asleep without saying good night t baby.
th following plan is t diet, or rather maintain a balanced diet.
I am not a glutton!

2008-01-19T23:48:00.000+08:00

// won't go hme without you.

finally, 2 dreadful modules were finally done and over.
just left w Bmgt - Tactical plans report, and BCA.
I ought t start dng some revision, I feel someone tapping on my shoulder asking what am I waiting for.
boringxzxzxxz.

baby, I miss you.

th taste of your breath, I'll never get over.
th noises you made kept me awake.

2008-01-05T15:58:00.001+08:00

// let your mind be free.

Baby, just hold me abit closer.

Slowly, you see me drowning in projects.
So will you please lend me a helping hand?

Projects due:

BCA questions (Data Table, & Pivot Table - by Sat 5 Jan)
LMS Presentation ( Video, & Ppt to be edited - by Fri 12 Jan)
LMS Assignment 3 (Reflective Blog - by Fri 12 Jan)
IAC Presentation (Ppt not done yet)
BLaw Project (to be discussed on Mon 3pm, school)

And I seriously need to start studying or maybe revising.
Mon 14 Jan there will be another Macro Test on Agg Expenditure and Govt Fiscal Policy.

2008-01-04T18:25:00.000+08:00

// rah rah.

ytd was like a nightmare, I was all too scared.
I didn't knw what can I do.
Sometimes I think I really talk without thinking, which is quite a sad thng.
Occassionally I think I am stupid, 'cause I gave pple opportunities to bang me.

Okay, girlfriend's gna be real busy from next week onwards.
Because 21s trg has increase.
her weights is like every Monday and Wednesday.
Then court trgs will be every Tuesday and Thursday.

I swear th hell of it that we will survive through this sickening idiotic schedule.
no matter what, I am gna make th impossible happen.

but seriously, yknw I've got so much of fears and anxiety in me.

I dno what got over me.
you are my new craze, and it feels like it was yesterday only.

Yea baby, so whatever it is, even if I am meeting you at shit timings,
I will appear right in front of you.

baby I love you. and I want t be stuck on you. :(

2007-12-31T23:46:00.000+08:00

// a new year awaits.

my last sunflower of the year from gf.

okay in few few minutes time, countg down.

highlights of th year, I found my love. [:

resolution for the new year, study hard for upcomg exams.

and my cash rolling in.

lastly, a better life for my gf and me!

I love you dear dear. [:

2007-12-30T22:15:00.000+08:00

// mucus.

hi I am bloody sick, 'cause I can barely breathe w my nose.
so most of th time, I am eating air.

today is a damn boring day.
my body is like wanting t move ard badly, yet I am like a blowing trumpet!

okay in a few days' time, it won't be th same anymre.
I can't be sleeping/gng out late at night, and waking up god knws what time till my ass is completely cooked.
damn, I am feelg damn restricted.

baby, I was so disappointed when I knew that whatever I sent were gone.
sorry. :(

2007-12-29T00:44:00.000+08:00

// tortina.

hello folks. :)
my baby is damn spoiled, so am i.
yay i have tortina!

okay today i went t school for LMS project, then trg at track.
we had dinner at sooooooooooooooo many places.

firs we had xiao log bao.
second was orh jian.
third was seafood w glass noodle.
and lastly was porridge w fried dumpling!

i lost and gained back th weight. :(

2007-12-28T01:47:00.000+08:00

// best christmas.

Pardon my late greetings.

I am as usual bitching busy, forever don't care my blog.

And damn lazy t blog.

Okay this year was th bext x'mas I've ever had.

I spent my christmas w my love. [:

Everything was well-planned, except for the presents.

We watched National Treasure, and dine at Indochine.

Ytd I finally met up w stupid larling eleven & malala, I mean minyi and marina!

We went t msia, then later in h night we stayed over at pig chen's house.

I am so happy, 'cause all my friends love me.

And my dear dear is so in love w me!

Maybe I don't wna password protect my blog anymre.

'cause I feel its kinda time, some should knw about our secret.

I love you baby. :)

2007-12-19T15:14:00.000+08:00

// busy, tight schedule.

Thursday, 20 Dec '07

NP trg 9am, Ngee Ann.
BCA Project, PBL 2.
Learning Issues for PBL 2, t be submitted.
BLaw, 2 Law of Torts Articles.

Friday 21 Dec ,07

Friendly w cedar 8am, Kallang.
LMS Project, Assignment 2.

Okay, I feel that I really have damn lot of work t be completed.
Plus some of week 8's tutorial.

And there's netball gathering on th 29th Dec.
Settlers Cafe (holland v), 645pm.

2007-12-09T22:31:00.000+08:00

// unlucky.

anyway, today I was really down on luck.
a man took away my bag.
there's my asics shoes, my attire, and my keys that is so significant t me yet sighs.
I just hope and pray, that my bag will return safely back t me, th owner.
just do some kind deed la please alrights.

and I thank you, th one who always stood by me.
I hope you and I, will always be locked together.
I love you. :)

2007-12-05T12:59:00.000+08:00

// E-learning

Today is e-learning, I don't have t attend any lessons in school. [:
So I've decided t spend most of my time revising for Common Test at hme.

Blaw, Contract 03
Blaw, Contract 04
Macro, Product of Nation
Macro, Unemployment'

Yeah, so I'm left w three tasks.
All gotta complete by 5:30 pm today.
I'm rushing against time, rushing like a bullet train.

'Cause I just agreed Pearline that I'm gng down t umpire for u21s selection.
Economy's bad, I need money badly & I don't want dear dear t return me such a large sum of money.
So girlfriend slog hard, I'll also do th same.

Then we'll have more allowance for shopping during th holidays. (:
It's been hard on you recently.
So no matter what I'm gng through now, I will preserve!

I want t be your favourite hello, and your hardest goodbye!
But you'll be my all time favourite. (:

2007-11-26T22:20:00.000+08:00

// so much.

Girlfriend, I dno what you do t me.
I am so in love w you baby.

I never imagine myself, dng so much for a girl.
This is th firs time, I finally did it.
I pierced my tongue.

'cause you're th sun in th universe. :)

2007-11-23T17:05:00.000+08:00

// speechless.

I am damn mother pissed w my LMS grp members.
Th best word t substitute 'f***' is 'mother'.

Frustrated, annoyed, irritated everythng.
I jus spoke t boyfriend, I need t express my anger, frustrations so on verbally.
I need a breathg space.

Okay chill jasmin, there's no use gng on ranting and ranting.

It's jus pointless t focus on what's happeng in th past.
I still have 6 weeks w em, for both IAC and LMS.
I'm not going t make thngs for myself.

b00!

2007-11-20T22:14:00.000+08:00

// bored fucks

HAHAHA! I don't welcome any girls into my heart.
I'm all about my girlfriend.
And who th hell is anonymous? Here's my answer t your question. :)

I dislike my classmates, but I'm really trying hard t make peace.
Yknw, I seriously hate t tell Christina/Janice how uncomfortable I feel about em.
Why? Why my classmates are so self-centered?
Why are they always competing w us? Or maybe jus Sebestian alone.

I really want t be nice, friendly maybe.
So I'm not a rude person in my friends' eyes. Or what some described as 'dao'.
I don't want, but why leh why like this!

Today I never meet my xtina! ):
I wish I could accompany you for that 45 minutes or so while waiting for th stupid bus.
Boyfriend, I don't care you're my boyfriend!
Wo miss ni lehxzxz.

(You got skip this boring part)
Tmr I got Blaw test on Contract 1 & 2.
I'm without notes now, so a quick review on what I've studied jus now.

Contract 1
A contract is an agreement between 2 or mre parties intended t legally binding. It is enforceable at law and mus contains these four elements: 1) Offer, 2) Acceptance, 3) Consideration & 4) Intention to create legal relations.

However, a contract hafta be differentiated from an agreement. An agreement may not be enforceable. E.g. there is no consideration, and no intention to create legal relations.

Okay so after all these, what exactly are offers and etc?

An offer is an expression made by one party (offeror) to the other other (offeree) communicating th offeror's willingness to perform a promise.

Acceptance is an unconditional expression of assent to th terms of the contract. If conditional, it amounts to counter offer.
There are generally 3 communications of acceptance.
1) Waiver of communcation: Offeror waives the need of communication
2) Silence: effective only when th parties agree
3) Postal rule: acceptance is completed once letter is posted.

An invitation to treat is an invitation to commence negotiations, or or an invitation to the other party t make an offer. E.g. Advertisements, however if terms of terms are clear and does not require further negotiations, it would be offer and not invitation t treat.

An offer can be terminated any time before acceptance by: 1) Revocation, 2) Rejection of offer, & 3) Lapse of time.

Revocation mus be communicated and it is only effective when the offeree recieves the notice of revocation.

Consideration consists of somethng tangible and of value such as money ($).
There are 3 different cases of considerations:
1) Executory Consideration: yet t be performed, promise given in return for a promise.
2) Executed Consideration: alr performed, promise given in return for performance of act.
3) Past Consideration: act performed at time of contract.

Contract 2
Pre-contractual statements are statements made in the course of negotiations.

Misrepresentations simply means false statements made in the course of negotiations intended to induce th other party to enter a contract.

Terms are promises and undertakings given by each contracting party th other, and are part of th contract. It can be an expressed term, or implied terms.

An expressed term is promises expressly communicated and agreed between parties. It can be communicated orally, or written, and both.

An implied term is promises not expressly communicated and agreed between parties. it is implied in th court by law and reflects th unstated intention of parties.

Exemption clause is used by one party in a contract to exclude or limit the liability of the party in breach of contract.

Okay thats all because I am so lazy t type. Anyway this is enough t kill.
Byebye I love my boyfriend! :)

2007-11-17T19:16:00.000+08:00

// a thief

Today is somewhat like a mugging day for me.
Cause after I woke up, I spent hours on my project. And now on my tutorials.
I am blogging now, because I am getting restless after being stuck on that particular question.

I am busy, busy like a bumble beezzzzz.
Every morning I am so bloody tired for lectures and tutorials.
On th bus I am bloody sleepy, at hme I'm bloody boliao.
Just like now, nothing better t do at hme.

Okay I want t watch The Tattooist (29 Nov) w my gf. :)
I definitely won't get a tattoo, or maybe a tiny one on my body nobody will even notice it.
Because I am a hum chee!! I am scared of this, scared of that, scared of everythng.

And my mother is bloody FAT&lazy, just like me.
She never go buy mattress for my lonely bed frame, thus I cannot bring girls hme t sleep. HAHAHAHA!
My poor ears are sufferg from all those awful snorings.
Luckily my gf is not jaclyn ng! HAHAHA!

I love my nana. :)

2007-11-16T22:10:00.000+08:00

// Rihanna - Cry

This song reminds me of you.
& how hard you cried for me...

I'm not the type to get my heart broken
I'm not the type to get upset and cry
Cause I never leave my heart open
Never hurts me to say goodbye
Relationships don't get deep to me
Never got the whole in love thing
And someone can say they love me truely
But at the time it didn't mean a thing

My mind is gone, i'm spinning round
And deep inside, my tears i'll drown
I'm losing grip, what's happeningI stray from love, this is how I feel

This time was different
Felt like, I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life
Now i'm, in this condition
And i've, got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you'll never see me cry

Did it happen when we first kissed
Cause it's hurting me to let it go
Maybe cause we spent so much time
And I know that it's no more
I shoulda never let you hold me baby
Maybe why i'm sad to see us apart
I didn't give to you on purpose
Gotta figure out how you stole my heart

My mind is gone, i'm spinning round
And deep inside, my tears i'll drown
I'm losing grip, what's happening
I stray from love, this is how I feel

This time was different
Felt like, I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life
Now i'm, in this condition
And i've, got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you'll never see me cry

How did I get here with you, i'll never know
I never meant to let it get so, personal
After all I tried to do, stay away from loving you
I'm broken hearted, I can't let you know
And I won't let it show
You won't see me cry

This time was different
Felt like, I was just a victimAnd it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life
Now i'm, in this condition
And i've, got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you'll never see me cry

This time was different
Felt like, I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life
Now i'm, in this condition
And i've, got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you'll never see me cry

All my life...

2007-10-28T20:40:00.000+08:00

// i told you she would.

now, i know what you meant by confident of yourself.

2007-10-27T20:55:00.000+08:00

// strength.

its been quite some time since you address me as what you used t in your message.
i won't be sad over such thngs.
but its been quite awhile, i missed it so much.

i am yearng for that message.
i believe you will. :)

2007-10-24T20:56:00.000+08:00

// sorry.

y'knw, I was so upset ytd night.
I didn't dare t look at you.

okay, all my work is starting t pile up.

girlfriend, i wish i could tell you how much i love you.
th mre we spend our everydays together, th mre i want t be close t you every second every minutre every hour.
th mre i want of you, it can never be enough.

kai, you feel it?

2007-10-19T13:21:00.000+08:00

// school alone.

soon down t week 02, yet th only thng i'm looking forward t is staying over w girlfriend for almost th whole of next week. [: also, cynthia's birthday is like next monday.
i probably will get her a cake, 'cause i am definitely a nice sister! (unlike her)

i am so proud of my girlfriend. 'cause she literally accompanied me for lecture when th time is so off.
poor girl, you are so deprived of sleep because of me. ):
she has almost changed her work t somewhat like full-time? so while i'm at school, she would be working.
girlfriend you slog hard while i study hard okay? by then we'll have enough money t go on a holiday. and it'll be your turn t support me!

anyway, i sense myself changing t become a better person.
i am less-sensitive now, esp when i got jagged. ):
not so much of sensitive towards relationship issues too, 'cause i trust my girlfriend alot.

over th past few months, i also played netball w those random but skillful players.
i don't kno if i've learnt anythng from em, but it was indeed a good experience.

i got alot t say, just don't kno how t put it in words t show how much i appreciate you all behind these.
girlfriend thank you. :)

you are jus so much mre than wonderful.
everywhere i go, there's a piece of you inside my heart.
i wish every morning, i would be able t snuggle up t your chest.
take me away, i'm all yours.

2007-10-15T00:31:00.000+08:00

// we write t apologize.

yest i watched Resident Evil with girlfriend & kim.
i rate th movie 5/5 'cause i was bloody sleepy!
my eyes were tired, and i could feel myself dosing off anytime.

i am going back t school tmr! so excited t meet up w my classmates.
yet goodbyes t my whatever whatever whatever.

finally there's a drastic change in my house.
i am so proud of my mother and cynthia (although she did th least).
now, i am feeling so bad and remorseful of how i told my mother off.

sorry sorry sorry, even though you my fei mama don't get t read this.
i will be a better child and help t do th laundry from tmr onwards.

i am looking forward t th second week of school. [:
'cause next monday is cynthia's birthday.
and th whole week i am going over t stay over with my girlfriend.

yay!

2007-10-12T13:07:00.000+08:00

// baby get well.

my girlfriend is a pig, 'cause th weather is so damn good and she's sleeping until she cannot hear her phone ring! zzz.
but whatever it is, 'cause girlfriend is still in th midst of recoverg.
when she is back t her usual self (half-mad & half-sweet), she won't treat me like pang sai anymre. [:

actually th plan for today is, go ikea t get my carpet(s) and etc.
then we'll have lunch at sakae. (we always postpone, so hopefully today we'll make it through)

but look at th time now, 1:14pm!? doubt we have t give it a miss again. ]:
i bet my girlfriend will make me happy in another way. [:

this evening we will we playing against NUS.
it's obvious we are gna lose t em, but pple this is our last game in IVP.
shouldn't we try hard t gain some experience and not give up just like this?
mrs ong will also be treating us dinner at bukit timah tonight.
this is like her long long ago wish since pol-ite (july?).
sadly, there will also be pple who won't be able t join us like christina, petrina, minyi & etc..

almost forgot, next monday is th returning of school.
bored, plus sadness!

2007-10-09T01:33:00.000+08:00

// sucker.

hey sorry, but i'm back t blog now. [:

ivp against SMU was mother screwed.

sometimes we are really too much, expecting and still expecting smthng.

yet, how many trgs have we turned up & really put in our effort?

disappointed, w myself too. :(

down with my last week of holidays, gotta treasure whatever time i'm left now.

so much of limitations like..

no mre late night gamings w girlfriend.

no mre lunching w her.

etc etc.

two weeks passed, like th speed of sound.

i have not been packing my house, nor doing any shopping.

so not much of satisfaction overall, sucks.

i always feel happy when i'm with girlfriend.

when i'm hme, it's like facing those shifted halfway through furnitures.

can you sense th boredom in me? zzz.

some happy moments t share.

me & baby 2nd month already! hooray. :) :) :) :) :) :)

i've th best girlfriend in th world.

'cause she printed my timetable & fixtures for me!

and alot alot mre only i kno. :)

2007-09-29T22:53:00.000+08:00

// in advance.

i am officially turning eighteen, in two days time! ;D
even if 1st october was spent ordinarily, i am happy & contented.

i recieved a couple of birthday wishes from my friends already.
& heard of alil here and there about th people who wishes t celebrate with me.

th first person i would like t mention is my girlfriend. [:
she planned everythng, and i really ate into her story.
i totally believed she was going t msia tonight & won't be there t celebrate my birthday tgt with me.
for a moment, i was really sad & worried.

i thought for a while, and smiled t myself.
all these while, i feel myself very fortunate t have you.
through all th good & bad times we shared tgt, you were always there for me.
and i guess we enjoyed irritatg each other, & bullying one another like mad dog. (NO, mre like you bully me)
i've said this mre than a hundred times, but i still wna tell you i love you very much!

secondly, julie chen & i eventually became closer after we officially quit stackers.
now she's in HK, and lately we have not been meeting up.
i rmbed her saying, smthng like i meet you mre than i meet my girlfriend.
it was so funny, but th time spent with you was hell lot of fun.
especially th prank calls that we exchanged for bravery & courage.

& also lastly, shun joyce and ivan tho we weren't as close as before,
i believe all of us were secretly rooting for each other no matter where are we.
very honoured and glad that shun and joyce still regard me as one of ur close friends.
i hope that we will put th past behind (except for th happiness), and look forward t th day that we'll be spendg with each other once again.

on top of it, i thank everyone who wished me happy birthday in advance.

girlfriend, i find you very silly but cute. [:
HEARTSXZXZ!

2007-09-25T20:02:00.000+08:00

// happy lanterns.

as you set my world ablaze

i haven't been blogging for quite some time.

my sister's promos are approachg, t reduce all th distractions in th house we can't really do anythng t do th house now.

i am lookg forward t th day when my house is okay.

maybe i can introduce christina t my mom? :)

anyway,

every single day was well-spent with my dearest girlfriend. :)

it feels good t see you, right beside me even you're my firs thought every mrg.

i thank you for all th surprises you've given me.

i love everythng that you've done, esp when you love using words t mark me as YOURS on an ordinary piece of ppr.

th flower you gave me ytd was absolutely beautiful!

c'mon jasmin.

2007-09-17T01:49:00.000+08:00

// it's you.

results were sucha disappointment. :(
i couldn't get over it, tho these days i appeared t be fine.

this time, th impact was quite a great blow t me.
some modules met my expectations, yet th rest were disappointg.
it's over, workg hard for th next semester shoudl be th way.

seriously, i am quite worried that everythng will happen th second time.

sigh sigh sighhhs.

anyways, seems like holidays have jus started.
th aim is t re-arrange th furnitures of my house, & do abit of cleang here and there.
but but BUT, th situation is not improvg.

this is S-H-I-T!

but th way, have i mentioned that i don't enjoy bathg alone now? :)

2007-09-12T17:23:00.000+08:00

// give it t you.

oh man! i dread gng trg.
half an hour mre t trg, yet i'm still hme. :)

anyways, i password protected my blog.
i need some privacy, & all th faggots out there.
are you tempted?

now i can blog about anythng about you & me baby! [:

2007-09-11T06:03:00.000+08:00

// you're my; sunshine.

wonderg what actually got into me.

especially at this hr, th sudden itching t blog.

a very good mrg t all of you, it's six am ag! HAHAHAHAHA.

tmr i am finally meeting juliechen. :) :) :) :)

and i suppose i"ll be joing her and neis!

marina's birthday also approachg alr.

soon, i'll turn eighteen. [:

anyways, let's not play guessing game already.

no need t guess who is my girlfriend.

my girlfriend is ***! HAHAHAHA.

don't anyhow guess hor!

guess wrongly, my girlfriend will angry one worxz.

hearts ♥ ; for my girlfriend. [:

ciaos losers! :)

2007-09-10T06:01:00.000+08:00

// jellies.

hello. it's like six am in th mrg now!
i spent th whole night online, talking t my girlfriend. [:

anyways, i am damn freakg hungry.
jus now i was still suggestg whether want t go chinatown w girlfriend.
but, i am damn sleepy and lazy.

and th firs thng when girlfriend looks into my eyes,
she will say 'you have dark rings.' HAHAHAHA!

next semester is gon' start pretty soon, in a month's time. :(
meang less late night outings w girlfriend.
sad sad sad. :( :( :( :( :( :(

should i go work & earn some money?
hmms. i really wna go on a holiday w girlfriend.
it's quite bad, 'cause that bitch is jobless.

i am quite tempted t use th money i have in my bank too!

anyway anyway, i love my girlfriend very much.
i wish i can have all th time in th world w her. :)

2007-09-09T16:59:00.000+08:00

// they sure, love t stare.

apologies, about ytd.
sorry kim & jaclyn, for being so emo and everythng. :(

and i am utterly sorry, my dearest girl.
for ignoring you.
for leaving you aside.
for everythng that was so stupid of me.

you; are now more than i ever cherish.

now that i've found you;

S T A Y. [:

2007-09-07T03:53:00.000+08:00

// up in here.

frankly speaking, i am so damn broke. :(

life's a bitch or rather.

why is money always an issue?

th idea of getting th mooks shirt is always on my mind.

but but BUT i need t save up firs.

and i think i'm spendg excessively t feed my forever hungry stomach good food.

it seems that i'm taking forever t follow my diet plan.

anyways, i love that girl whom i've been seeing almost everyday.

sorry, for sticking t you like th elephant glue.

i would like t introduce her.

she's damn hot! - my girlfriend. [:

2007-08-29T23:46:00.000+08:00

// sighhhhh.

that night it happened; between me & you ...

it clocked 1145pm, five mintues ago.
jus returned hme from netball gatherg.
firs time only seven pple turned up, we had dinner at madjack and left for desert at island creamery. (did i spell correctly? shit)

ytdy i watched hairspray w bb, neonturtle & jaclyn.
i took some cough medicine & was totally feelg damn drowsy during th movieeeee.
we didn't manage t catch th last train after movie, so we stayed over at turtle's place.
her grandma's cookg was like woah! :)
am sorry peeps, if i was like coughg my lungs out.

apparently since holidays started, my house is like everywhere.
i don't really come hme t sleep, or maybe at this hour i am not even hme.

recently, i think i am quite emo.
like worryg about all th unneccessary negative issues that will happen between me & girlfriend.
& i realised i very nian my girlfriend. :(

i am hopg that girlfriend's bill faster come!
so her message counter will start all over ag, and maybe it will be back t th normal routine.
i can't help feeling insecure every now & then. sighsss.
guess i am always like this, and can't be helped.

tmr netball camp, reportg time is nine am outside clubhouse.
i've yet t pack my thngs mannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn.
and and and today i finally went t see th doctor.
so hopefully tmr when i wake up, i won't be coughg so badly anymre.

also, sunday mrg i am umpirg for pesta!

2007-08-27T23:43:00.000+08:00

// dressed t kill.

my cough is killg me like shit, torturg enuff' t take away my sleep.
i went t visit th doctor, but it was closed sadly.

jus came back from school trg, all feelg fatigue & sleepy.
i am sippg some tea, hopefully it cures my illness and i can save money from seeg th doc.

my girlfriend gave me smthng sweet. :)
it is an angel, but it says 'strength' there.
but whatever it is, th gift was much appreciated by me. [:
and now it seemed mre like she's my angel, my strength; my everythng. :)

sighs, i think smtimes it is really unneccessary for me t be sucha paranoid.
i wish, i could tell me how important you are t me.

2007-08-25T15:13:00.000+08:00

// bitch bitch.

fucking bitch. i am super angry noooooooooow!
here am i so deprived of sleep and fancy you asking me t go all th way t bedok,
jus t return you ur skirt.
okay chill. firstly thank you for lendg it t me so willingly. :)
but it's not as if a owe you a favour!
in conclusion, i wasted my precious time & money.
bitch.

okay, i need t tone down.
exams are finally over, so as stated in th planner it's vacation now!
not break where anyone of us have t still revise our work & complete projects. YAY!

after exams i met up w sweetheart. :)
my girlfriend has a real sweet-heart.

th way you make me feel like a big baby.
th way you you trimmed my nails, and nail-polished it.
theres simply jus too many t say, it's jus everythng about you. :)

i like t question you w my retarded question w an obvious answer, 'i like leh'.
i also like another thng, but i will tell my girlfriend myself. :)
w each day that we've spent w each other, my love for you became stronger.
i like leh. [:

2007-08-24T00:24:00.000+08:00

// swing w me.

i appeared offline, this is t exercise self-control effectively.
feel th temptation t talk t my girlfriend online? urghhh.

jus as i told her, when i'm all excited & happy t meet her right after my last paper tmr.
smthng bad happened, sad sad sad. ]:
i pray t all th gods above, please don't give my girlfriend a lao sai skin.
don't mind if th rash & all make her abit, abit prettier can already. HAHAHA.
i kno, you miss me jus as much as i miss you. :)

okay, it's like finally i am down w my last paper.
totally into th mood of holiday, or perhaps since th start of my exams.
tmr i will spill out everythng i've learnt, all th oligopoly monopoly i will return it all t you.

i am gng t study. ( initially i typed too fast & i typed as 'i am gng t sleep now').
HAHAHAHAHA! okay okay okay okay okay.
wish me good luck for my last paper.

2007-08-23T01:00:00.000+08:00

// bittersweet.

yea, tmr is OB - Organizational Behaviour.
my only hope t score well, please please.
wish me luck.

& i realised i was so wronged about her, sighs.
inside i am feeling so bad and sour, thinkg back of what i actually perceived about her.
it was so damn wrong of me, sucha bad judgement.
you definitely won't get t see this, but i'm sorry.
honestly, very apologetic about not getting my facts right & assumg all th rubbish.

my eyes are all so strained now, & my mind has probably vacumed everythng about OB.
and one tiny-winy corner, where i see my girlfriend there. [:

guess i've been repeatg this phrase over numerous times, yea but i can't help it.
i am sucha a bitch!
most of th time you appeared t be so happy without worries, jus like ur personality (happy-go-lucky).
but i think i am starting t see th sentimental (maybe) or emotional sad of you, beginnning.
i am utterly sorry, smile because i am here alrights. (:

2007-08-21T00:27:00.000+08:00

// poof.

th fact is, i haven't been studyg hard.
yea, i am trying very hard.
so as t not disappoint mummy, cynthia, & girlfriend. :)
wish me good luck.

2007-08-19T22:29:00.000+08:00

// better w you.

this afternoon, i completed Feb 2006 exam paper.
guess i've been practising on exam papers, yet nothing reallt goes into my head.

day after tmr, will be th start of my firs exam paper.
am feeling all excited, yet afraid of th outcome.

read through th easier chapters of micro jus now.
so th day before micro, i can divert my focus/concentration mre on those tough chapters.
& also spent some time on correlation & regression analysis.
now i understood how t differentiate between th two variables (X and Y), cause it's rather hard t differentiate. (maybe i am jus stupid?)

before i turn in tonight, i wna com a sets of lecture slides.
definitely not th least, t be on th phone w you. :)
got ur sweet voice, into my head!

2007-08-18T23:03:00.000+08:00

// hold my hand.

i kept thinking of you, how about you? :)
th wonderful flutters i get in th pit of my stomach when i ...
it's hard t describe th emotion churning inside of me.
you, you are my every need & want. :)

counting down, it's within a week now.
soon we're all gon' bid goodbye, a sarcastic farewell t our firs semester.

gon' complete OB Aug 2006 paper later.
& study for CIP, dreads.
tassssssssssssss! :)

2007-08-17T23:56:00.000+08:00

// holiday from real.

recently i came across my friend's blog, or maybe not my friend.
it's somewhat like th joke of th year.
like seriously what century now, breaking off friendships (i don't flend you, you don't flend me)!
i enjoy my status as a 'passer-by'. :)

wells. i managed t complete on two sets of lecture notes.
i could hardly gasp for any air while studying, this is how i feel.

so now it gives me a greater understanding on group dynamics?
i wouldn't be so precise, cause i don't see there will anyone in reading all these bullshit.
but i've learnt th different types of formal & informal groups, roles, norms & cohesiveness. (cause these few were very much emphasied during lecture)

and maybe conflict management?
conflict resolution techniques & conflict stimulation techniques, includes around 9 points t rmb for each. boo!
& also a conflict can be functional or dysfunctional, yea.

sense that total boredom in me? :(
i jus miss being w my girlfriend.
thats my only reason.

2007-08-17T21:09:00.000+08:00

// everytime i get a chance t see you smile.

see th horn.

i completed aug 2006 paper this noon.

'nuff of breaks & slacking, done w blogging & off i'll go.

next week, can't wait can't wait t get done & over!

i'll give my best shot, promise.

wish me luck.

my sweetest pigu, bear w me alrights.

till then, even if you want me t elope w you.

anythng everythng, i will be there w you. :)

i feel like a hero & you're my heroine.

do you kno that your love is th sweetest sin?

2007-08-17T01:15:00.000+08:00

// like this.

so much t smile for.

thanks girlfriend, for clearg my nearing 3000 junk mails in my inbox. :)

& ur e-mail as promised.

tmr's friday, & one week later i'll be exams freeeeeeeeeee!

i want t spend mre time w my special someone.

& meet juliechen, and other of my friendsssss. :)

i seriously need t start studying intensively.

bear w me, for a lil while please. :(

~~sighh, i am starting t feel lousy.~~

~~maybe you deserve better.~~

i am gng t bathe again.

ciaos!

2007-08-14T22:20:00.000+08:00

// someone special.

i am more appreciative of th happiness i've now and i am contented. :)
she's th reason behind everythng - my girlfriend.

your eyes are th brightest of all th colours.
i don't wna ever love another. :)

anyways, apologies for ps-ing you ytd julie.
i'm very sorry, & we'll meet up soon okays. :)

while waiting for gf's call, i did CIP & Stats exam papers.
can you return sooooooooonn! :) miss miss miss.

2007-08-13T21:20:00.000+08:00

// thunder.

shit shit shit shit shitttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttt !
one week mre t exams, postpone? maybe never.

okays, few tasks die die hafta accomplish by today.
if not, i don't kno what will happen. HAHAHAHA.

finish Monopolistic Competition & Oligopoly graphs.
start revising CIP. boo!
practice statistics exam paper.

i guess, i would be able do it by today la.
by then, my turn t be be over th phone w my special one! :)

& hopefully adjust my daily routine back t th sleep-early wakeup-early in order t get used t th exam period.
bored, my backside is ignoring me! boo.

2007-08-10T20:51:00.000+08:00

// i'm waiting, waiting for you.

haven't i told you, you're sucha honeysuckle. :]
i miss you, simple yet i couldn't say these three words.

suddenly my life is sucha perfect place.
'cause i'm soaked in ur love, like a sponge! :)

can't wait for sunday t come, want ur skin up against mine baby.
you're driving me nutssssssssssssssssssssssssss.

it's th way lin makes me feel.

2007-08-09T21:05:00.000+08:00

// if that's okay with you.

there's so many 'i can't wait to ...' on my mind now.
exams are approachg, therefore firsly i can't wait for this dreadful period t be over. :)

next, i can't wait for my 18th birthday t come!
because 18 speaks th age of being a BIG girl, maybe?
i can't wait t go for my bike license, yet i don't wna give my life away.
but i hope t take you for a ride! :]

i mus say, how nice & sweet of you t stay up your stupid idiot!
(sounds like brother rat, heck).
thank you, now i hate being ur dear friend. :)

& juliechen julie julie julie! i seriously don't want you t leave. :(
but whatever you're dng, you have my support okays.
i will cheer you on all th way.
i tried t imagine life without you, & i kno it'll be painful without you.
no point being upset now, we shall be happy friends!
i love youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu sister snake. :)

2007-08-08T05:31:00.000+08:00

// you'll always be.

julie has decided on gng over t aussie.
i suddenly feel so lost, 'cause maybe i am not gna see someone i see almost everyday?

okay, besides that.
i am a happy girl. :) :) :) :) :)
'cause you you you you you/

2007-08-06T14:00:00.000+08:00

// girl.

i don't seem t have any concentration nor focus on revising my work.
two weeks from now, done and over it shall be!
i can't wait, seriously can't wait.

hmms, i am getting kinda frustrated lately.
that explains why i can't study, maybe?
i feel very bothered, that is why perhaps i really need an answer from you.
but it takes more than jus courage or guts t find out,
and yet have t accept th truth.

you/

2007-08-03T23:28:00.001+08:00

// as she falls t th ground.

woah, this picture is totally random please.

anyways, saturday here i comeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! :)
maybe i can wake up abit later & go back t sleep after my breakfast?
hurhur, now i kno why they call me puipui/BIGfish.

ytdy i went misa w juliechen, only! damn scaryyyyyyyyyyyyy can.
that idiot wasn't sure where's th exact place for us t settle down for dinner.
luckily th driver appeared t be decent & honest, 'cause he drove past some remote area?

okay, random for th second time.
th whole world is fallg in love w you, what th fuck!
so is juliechen so in love w msyeopq,
and me in love w th whole world is fallg for? [:

2007-07-30T01:39:00.000+08:00

// the secret's telling in.

true enough, life is depressg. boo!
pol-ite officially ended ytdy, ngee ann came in 2nd although petrina didn't turn up. :)

but this has marked an end of christina's presence in the team. i am really very sad about it!
anyways, i wrote her smthng which says "perhaps th next time we see each other, it will be during our next pol-ite games at RP. but you will be playing for another school."
i mus thank juliechen for giving some insiprations in th letter writting. :)
hmms. i am gon' miss you very much when you are gone.
nobody is gon' whack me, nor tell me what t do on court anymre. :(

also, i realised i have a friend whose birthday is comg so soon. (in a weeks time)
i have an assignment on national day.
& each time it's remind me that his birthday is comg.
i rmbed vividly, how excited we were t purchase his presents worth $150.
however, everythng seemed different now.
i may be the only bitch on ur friends' list, & maybe i really deserve it.
wells, i hope you you you & you you are all doing fine in any aspects in life.
please please, study hard. :)

2007-07-25T19:27:00.000+08:00

// wine red.

hello earth. =)

i'm at th clubhse now, sleepy yet don't feel like it.
feel like preparing for tmr's OB presentation, yet don't have th feel of it too.
i'm gon' b in hot soup baby!

christina teng is enjoying herself now, fortunately she fell asleep.
or we would be creating quite a din here.
we broke an umbrella ytdy, & used up th ink of all th markers scribbling at each other.
clubhse looks mre like a store-room now, unlike the past (thanks t us!).

does this explains th feeling of fallg in love?
it is th adrenalin rush through my body.
it drives me crazy when i see you.
& i kno i am wanting for mre, and mre..

i want t be in love w you everyday.
pls don't try t be bend me back in shape.

2007-07-22T22:55:00.000+08:00

// 4 page letter.

sat i went umpirg, & amazingly i woke up at 750 when i'm supposed t reach at 8!?
omg omg, scare th hell outta me! i thought i'm gon' b sacked.

alrights, friday night i met up w marina & minyi.
we had pasta for dinner, then we slacked outside for awhile before we went hme.
julie chen is supposed t come, but she was sick.
yeah, hope she's feelg better now. :)

they look like statues! HEHE.

monday, ITE vs NP.

six pm at RP!

2007-07-21T00:06:00.000+08:00

// do you.

netball seemed like th whole world t me, esp this year.
without netball, i can't imagine how dull my life would be.

ytd we lost t TP, by one pt at th last minute. (37 - 38)
it made me realise ALOT of thngs about myself, & th team.

like how good t hav gd defenders such as christina & petrina.
i treasure th time, 'cause christina is withdrawg.
it was quite upset t see also givg away th last pt.
all i want t say now is, sorry girls. :(

2007-07-18T21:35:00.000+08:00

// i met a girl.

semi-formal presentation is fianlly over.
i nap in th evening when i got hme, however when i woke up i was like nine alr!
yeah, so i stayed up till 330 & overslept.
expectedly, i reached school near 11 am & OB lecture's like endg.

anyways, today i presented my long awaited t go destination - Bintan.
i am dying t go, yet i've such a packed schedule.
please please, holidays faster come. (i promise t be a good girl, hur)

nevertheless, it has really helped me t understand about th attractions & resorts there.
banyan tree bintan has fascinated me, dinner on th rocks sounds cool!
i can simply enjoy a symphony of waves while dining. =)

hmms, tmr we'll be against TP.
i am damn unprepared (mentally & physically), need some confidence in th play.
pray tmr luck will be on us, & both pet and christina will fly across th court many many times tmr.
oh yah, happy bday petrina! (:

2007-07-15T22:27:00.000+08:00

// swt lil pea.

i've uploaded some pictures of th week, & introducg you my friends.
vanessa SOH, pretty girl which i met during umpirg.
& not forgettg ms juliechen, top sales for citibank biometrics. whoo!

i better not mention her name too many times, jus in case she says i miss her.
HAHAHAHA!
look at her slpg photos.

2007-07-15T16:02:00.000+08:00

// stolen.

can't imagine, me as a full-white umpire now! ;D
four cadets took th badging test, all of em passed. YAY!
tdy marks my firs day of umpirg, as a 'C' badge umpire.

alrights, so lookg forward t business comm tmr.
we're tasked to as a travel agency, to promote any island/country except singapore.
honestly, i am quite interested in dng bintan resorts.
'cause i'm askg to join me over at bintan during th aug holidays.

whooooooooooo! totally excited to experience water sports such as wakeboardg.
& kiteboarding! i've nvr heard of it, sounds cool.

hmms, but i am serious about leavg this urban city t take a break.
rendang is also a nice place, it's a recommendation from juliechen. :)
peeps, if you kno any cheap islands/countries for holidays, rmb t ask me along.
EXCEPT thailand please. :( 'cause i scared ppl back-magic me.

i wouldn't mind aussie, it will be th firs destination on my list. :)
i would say, it's a worthy trip!

2007-07-15T01:24:00.000+08:00

// bless th child.

i am blardy angry, so you better don't irritate me.
feel th anger? rah rah rah rah RAHH!

pissed over CIP, 'cause i can't enjoy my beauty slp.
tmr i hav umpirg in th mrg, so wht's th prob w you now.

swear, i will be a good girl. =)
go t bed by two AM, wake up at 7 AM.
damn angry, 'cause jasmin only enjoys five hrs of slp.

th only thng tht makes me happy is errrrr...
someone's slpg photo.
guess who? reward th winner w $100000000000000000000000000000000000.

2007-07-11T22:36:00.000+08:00

// still you t smile for.

i would like t share my joy here, however better t be a humble pie. :)

aight, main point is it seemed forever for me t follow my diet plan. before lecture i had duck rice, & dinner mummy bought me wanton mee. awws, calculate th amount of weight i've put on.

i foresee tmr i'll be very busy tho i only need t attend two hrs of tutorial. sickeng, wht am i suppose t occupy myself w? mreover trg tmr starts at seven 'cause there's some street netball gng on tmr.

give me five minutes t finish my wanton mee, or else got improper digestion.

then i'll go bathe, & be back t blog maybe?

2007-07-10T23:29:00.000+08:00

// fav mookie, you.

tdy i bought my fav mookie! :)
i am super happy. but..
i am regretg on some issue. sighs.

aight, i feel there's some telepathy
gng on between juliechen & me.
tdy i was typg out whether want t meet,
then i received her sms firs.

anyway, she had her hair cut.
so fated w tht number!

we finally went t balcony t drink.
mre like we sat there, chill out.
took pictures jus as wht others are dng so.

i am gna study for tmr's report test now.
ciaos.

2007-07-10T00:42:00.000+08:00

// sunday best.

this mrg during mass conv,
i kept munchg & munchg honeystars. :)
therefore, it explained i wasn't actively participatg in th chat.

before i left for sch,
i am proud of myself. (HAHAHAHAHA)
reason being i had only honeystars for breakfast.
& it actually gave me th motivation t control my diet in school.

as expected, i am nvr disciplined.
or rather this control-my-diet plan is nvr successful enough.

if i were t tell you th amount of food,
i've been consumg.
you probably would understand why am i always complaing,
th food i've eaten is chokg my air passage.

i came hme aft trg, & took a warm bath.
sorry if i am being retarded.
why mus women menstrate? ('cause it absolutely stops my swimg plan)
why mus women give birth? or get pregnant?

okay okay, i understand mother nature.
countg down t six t pol-ite.
here's th fixtures, venue is at RP.

16 July 2007 - Monday
SP vs Np 2100h

19 July 2007 - Thursday
NP vs TP 2100h

23 July 2007 - Monday
NP vs ITE 1800h

26 July 2007 - Thurs
NP vs RP 2100h

28 July 2007 - Saturday
NYP vs NP 0900h

jus nice end of pol-ite, equals study break.
but please please, don't eat up my time.
i can't wait for thurs t GSS w th girls. =)

i thought after statistics test tdy,
i wouldn't be facg numbers ag.
least th next day, or rather so fast!?
but i am back t stats ag, boring.

save me !
you can try callg me on my phone?
maybe we'll gossip, no slack nor shop. ;D

2007-07-09T09:56:00.000+08:00

// FAT.

i will control my diet, and be good t..
not steal away ur food.

2007-07-08T21:51:00.000+08:00

// packed.

So ytd was o7o7o7, guess wht.
It seemed like it was my firs time at hme, & firs time not spendg my weekends w juliechen.

& tdy I felt so much like a lard.
I slept three times in a row today, like studied stats and slpt, studied stats& stats.
yeah, so in th eveng I actually when down t replenish th grocerries at hme! :D

It jus gives me th sudden urge t blog, yeah but then on th other hand seems very lost at words.
I am gng t submit my ePortfolio online very soon, boreddddddddddddddddddd !

Tmr is Monday, countg down t another seven days will be our firs game against SP.
Th snrs hav also switched me t playg a GK. Wells, I jus have t accept.
In a sense, I also feel tht puttg petrina & christina our defence would be better. :)

For now, I can't wait for Bstats test t be over.
So tht I won't be faced w numbers & still numbers anymre.
Same for Bcomm report test. :(

Then I can go meet juliechen & do our retarded shits ! BYE.

I've moved on, finally.
I wna knw that girl. (:

2007-07-06T00:48:00.000+08:00

// runng out.

Hi, t everyone. HAHAHAHA. (retarded)
Okay, ytd we had friendly match against Nanyang CSC.
Tho most of th team players all in their thirties alr, they still played competitively.
& Yan Sin (used t be Singapore's sharp shooter), I nothing t say but t clap.

Yah, suddenly there's alot of FEARS in me.
I miss my friends, & I hate t kno how they live is & lookg at pictures of how are they recently through blog.
Tdy while on my way sch's opposite bus stop, I realised smthng but then I acted nonchalant.

2007-07-02T23:00:00.000+08:00

2007-07-02T22:27:00.000+08:00

// what hurts th most.

I am stuck on statistics for almost 4 hrs!?
It's like I am forever at th same spot, & th work is like due tmr?
So is microecons, but luckily I've almost completed it before hand.

Projs & assignments are due soon.
Business communcations: one troubleshootg report, due comg WED. & almost forgot, test next wed.
CIP: e-Portfolio ( luckily, I kno what I am gna include for my content alr) due comg FRI.
MIEC: tutorial completed, news article proj 25 july (which I've no idea when is it,OMG).
Organisational behavior: almost done (thts 'cause Seb one man show, boo!)
Bstatistics: tutorial (I kno nuts), test on next MON (save me! less than a week frm now.)
CATS: need t worker harder on our product - multi-directional lift (lame, but meant for lazy ppl like ME!)

Thts all I suppose, but count th days I'm left w.
Trg has thus increased every Monday, Wednesday & Friday as pol-ite approachg.
Say I'm lucky or wht, I am playg for th team.

Okay, Seb tutorg us bstats online now.
I'll be back later.
Read my nonsense.

2007-07-01T01:54:00.000+08:00

// till then, I kno I am thinkg of you.

Being a cadet umpire has been th greatest achievement I achieved in my whole 17 (gng 18 years) of life.

Back then, I looked like a fool dng my runs.
& imagine you attendg th course alone, it's like loneliness has became ur bestfriend.
However, th six days course passed really fast & I am thankful for getting my certification on passg th umpirg course. (not participation excues me, HAHAHA)

It seemed tht th door t th netball world has welcomed me.
In fact, it has really brought me closer t th world of netball.
Tho it's like a stupid sports, I faced natural barriers & I've noticed I am nvr gna go far.

But wells, I nvr gave up & I am prepared t break my bones anytime on court t dive for th ball.
For without netball,I wouldn't hav met th special someones like beanie.
& maybe *********. :)

Today, I was caught up in a situation.
Whereby tall caucasians confronted me, & I was totally intimidated by their strong english ascent.
I am sure, I did not do a good job.
But I would nvr anyhow blow for an infringement, & be bias.

You guys can start laughg at me, I wouldn't mind.
I cried while walkg back t th office.
Ms Vivien, I thank you for impartg us ur skills.
But I am very sorry, t hav disappointed you tdy.

I hereby thank ppl like siying, vanessa, sylvia & all th other great netballers who hav encouraged me in not givg up t umpire. Thank you !

One day I was umpirg NL, someone asked would you rather be a player/umpire/coach?

2007-06-25T23:10:00.000+08:00

// crush.

Okays, I'll keep this entry short due to time shortage.
Today's th firs day of school. How bad can it be carryg a heavy bad, & both my hands were occupied w my shoe bag & laptop. Boo!

I got back one of my test papers alr, I will not tell you exactly how much I scored.
But wells, I got an A2. :) HAHAHAHA.

Tmr's sch is only from three t five. So maybe I'll go swim firs then head t sch.
Dongtingdong called me twice tdy, so when I returned call I jus got th news tht trg is one three five ag.
& comg trg there's selection for poly-ite games. Urghhhhhhhhh !

I seriously need t manage my time well, so I can make time for velvet mary & valerie. :D
Of course, not forgettg those who were still close t me. I still rmb you !

2007-06-23T23:50:00.000+08:00

// she reminiscences what happened earlier on.

Tdy I had my test, wells it's really very worryg. :(
Overall, I think I did an okay job.
But there's still mre t look out for, I'm sure (very).

Wonderg wht I've been dng these whole week!? *Grins.
Besides workg, I've been meetg up w three mad dogs.
I think I see em mre than I see my mother & sister.

Okays, I shall keep it short.
Th main pt is, tmr's th last day of holiday !!
Sorry, I don't mean it. But it's like wht th fuck!?

As planned, tmr 10:30 am I will be in school t complete my proj.
Then noon I will go somewhe tht no one will be able t find me. (sorry, I not emog or anythng)
Definitely not th least, at night I go meet velvet.
Wonderg who's velvet!? :)

2007-06-19T23:18:00.000+08:00

// honestly, very much.

When I think of you, there are scenes of you in my mind.
When I think of you, th world's a whole lot happier place.
When I think of you, there's a grin upon my face. :)
I think of you ...

2007-06-19T22:42:00.000+08:00

// being me.

How would you feel, when ur favourite pair of shoes got stolen?
Tht day we went t watch Home United VS Stackers.
Wells..

2007-06-18T23:19:00.000+08:00

// move down t me, slip into you.

I feel, my holidays are really well spent.
Passg very fast, (one blink of eyes) now left one mre week of hols. :(

Tdy Minyi start sch alr, so Julie Cynthia Marina & me decided t go sentosa.
& we were havg a hard time psychog Minyi t pon sch, but wells she still attend sch.
I was like fuckg late as usual la, I'm so sure th three of em so wna poison my drink & make me die. HAHAHAHA !
So we end up eatg, & th two love-birds left a couple of hrs after I arrived. boo!

I am all ready t go for my badgg test now, please fulfil my wish.
& wish me luck.

2007-06-15T23:33:00.000+08:00

// any inch of you.

Tdy I finally went for trg. :D
This is th very, very firs time trg w only four ppl (includg me).
At firs it was really very demoralised, thank god then appeared yunhao pebble & evonne.

Yah, poly-ite games approachg in a month's time.
Cheryl was tellg us TP had alr selected their team.
So they were decidg on whether should we start our selection in order t improve on th attendance.

Aiyah, there's smthng on mind these yrs.
Feel like dyg if I don't accomplish.
But wells, I've t let lose la.

2007-06-14T23:28:00.000+08:00

// I jus can't, can't stop thinkg.

It's th fourth day of hols. I don't kno whether t smile or frown.

Come t think of next week, which I foresee this week & next week's schedule is about th same.
Mon, Wed & Fri I hav trgs in sch. I've alr pon-ed two trgs !
Luckily tmr trg is at five. :D I swear, I will turn up tmr.

Tues, Thurs & Sat I've given scheduled myself for work. If not, whe t get cash? :(
& I'm spendg ALOT recently. mreover I'm quite giam. *chuckles.

Okay, tht's all for tdy. :)

2007-06-10T01:36:00.000+08:00

// white noise.

Oh my oh my ! I swear I'm feelg bad.
JULIE CHEN. You would kno why yea.
But I'm sure you would agree w me tht I'm quite a bitch.
Urghhhhhhhhhhh ! Wells, all prepared t suffer ag. :(

2007-06-08T00:37:00.000+08:00

// I think I'm losg my head over you.

Mudder, here's ur coffee. :)

Phe, you've access t my hse alr ! :DD

I'm bloggg w no worries now, there's no test tmr ! :)

Tdy was my very firs time reachg on th dot for my test.

Guess wht, tht old fag went t lock all th LT doors.

So i was like panickg, & worryg about being unable t take th test.

It was obviously retarded of her t open th door, and came out jus t give us a good scoldg.

Then she warned us & we're supposed t be suspended for th test for ten minutes.

Here comes th retarded part, she went back without lockg th door.

Look how infuriated she was when we dashed inside th LT. You jus can't imagine !

It feels as if there's a celebration t call for when th test has ended.

So we had a mini class gatherg/outg at town. :D

& tmr ! Totally like no life t work th next day after ur test ended.

Before tht should i go bball w my classmates? Or spend some time w my sister?

2007-06-07T02:04:00.000+08:00

// seen so many.

I'm left my my last ppr,Organizational Behaviour.

Biscally I got bored w my last set of lecture notes, so i drew. :)

Hahahaha ! Born not t be an artistic.

RealiseI've green pockets? :D

Yay & still yay !

Okay nothing much t blog.

Introduce you my favourite song, THT GIRL by Frankie j.

2007-06-05T23:05:00.000+08:00

// Long live scissors & ppr.

Th above shirt is frm David and Goliath, so cuteeeeeee ! :DD

It's an individual's taste and preference.

So maybe you can leave a comment on my tagboard only IF it's a positive judgement.

Visit th website below (if you want), 'cause only th classic tees (Todd, Trendy Wendy, and Dumb Blonde) is available at singapore.

http://www.davidandgoliathtees.com/

There's a wide range of choices t choose frm, of course those printed w a huge polar bear there is totally blehhs. HAHAHAHA !

Tmr's common test will be on Business Stats.

So I've t conserve my energy, alot of mathematical formula t apply.

& th followg day will be Organizational Behaviour ! *snores.
Guess wht, I've plans on Friday & Saturday alr !

Planned faster even before my CTs officially ends. Wahahaha !

Pictures before I'm off t study.

Chio Busss. HAHAHAHAHA !

2007-06-04T23:01:00.000+08:00

// My baby on my baby.

I so wna feel th adrenalin rush gng through my entire body !
Omg, I can't wait for 18th b'day t get my license. Whooooooooooooooo !
& by th way, I'm not lovg for this bike. Hahahahaha.

Tdy i had MIEC (microeconomics), th ppr was relatively tough 'cause I cannot nvr be a successful economist !!
Yeah, as usual I came hme & took a nap t replenish my energy.
I also recieved updates on my workg schedule frm Ben, thank you ! :D
& this Fri's celebration, we're celebratg Melvin's 17th b'day ! Yayness.

Thrus will be my last ppr. It will start at 4.00 pm & end at 5.00pm.
Weird timing. * rolls eyes.
So my classmates & I, we were all so excited & lookg forward t th no-need-t-mug days.
& probably this comg thrus will be our firs & official outg as a class. Hehehe.
Don't kno whe t go, Kong Aik suggested Zoo.
I accidentally heard it as Zouk, & I went like 'siao ah'.

Hmms.. I don't kno why th sudden feelg I'm livg in a world all by myself.
Except for some ppl, like ben who has been constantly encouragg e without fail everyday.
I really mean every single day, & sometimes I don't reply t his msges 'cause I'm busy & all.
& Samantha and Vanessa, rootg for me since th start of common tests.

Yet, wht happened t all my friends who are my dearest? & th closest t me.
They vanished into another world?
I feel very depressed, for th relationship tht we've built up over th years hav turned out t be like this.
Yah, there are substitutes over me. Tho we are busy & havg a tight schedule, I feel sometime we don't make time for each other.
Like th importance of each other.

Take for instance, me & Dee used t be very close. ( of course, I won't go into detail)
Yet, now we're all gng through this sudden silience.

Jus th sudden realisation of alot of thngs.
It seemed tht I'm closer t th stackers ppl like Julie, Minyi & Marina.
'cause it feels tht we've a nvr-endg-hunger t meet up.
Thank you, thank you for always arrangg t meet up. :)
Sorry girls, I won't be a PSK anymre. HAHAHAHA !

Yeah, so probably when you or you come across this entry these are all my thoughts during th period tht we haven't been meetg up.
I don't kno who t tell, how t tell.
So I'm actually typg out my thoughts on this non-livg thng.

While now everyone is gng through th common tests period, hope u guys are revisg ur work well.
I will not continue being a paraniod, or hav any wild imagations.
Hopefully wht I've posted tdy are rubbish.
Take care. :)

2007-05-31T22:13:00.000+08:00

// walk away.

HOHO ! Dear blog is as good as dead. :(
Common tests are comg up very soon.
Wish me good luck.

It's gna be over damn soon, a week mre t freedom ! :D

Which idiot told me poly is like honeymoon!? Urghhhh.
I feel tht life is very fastly paced now, hardly hav time t meet up w my friends or online.

Sometimes there's so many make-up lessons within a day.
& sometimes of th bad weather, I suffer frm severe headache. :(
& also sometimes trg start in th evengs, then prob end arnd ten.
I'm all worn-out by then t do anythng alr.

I jus studied long-hrs of CIP (for ur information is computg & information processg).
I am now using my portable PC (personal computer), in other words tablet PC too,
and i'm connected t th internet through th fixed wireless network.

I do not hav t use any modem & connect it t my PC, therefore it ease my convenience by ALOT.
Before I was granted access t blogger, i typed in www.blogger.com ( URL-uniform resource locator) in th address bar. & press enter to display th correspondg web page.
So after I've arrived at th web page, i typed my e-mail address eg jsmith@hotmail.com (jsmith is th username, hotmail.com is th domain name).
& now i'm posting my entires. HAHAHAHAHAHA !

I kno this is retarded, & I'm nvr a computer person.
So I'm gng back t study alr, t be a better computer person.
Bye bye ! :)

2007-05-23T10:01:00.000+08:00

// I'm seeg nothing.

I think this picture describes best wht I'm feelg now.
Sometimes it really wonders me, who am i t you?
Yaya, you hav her & she hav you.
Tht's mre than 'nuff, I understand.
So fuck you. (sarcastic farewell)
I kno wht am i supposed t do now.

2007-05-18T11:25:00.000+08:00

// t sit w you dazg.

I'm so in love spongebob now ! :D:D:D:D:D:D
Okays so ytd while samantha & me were discussg our proj, i was dng my research on spongebob.
Hahahahaha ! I felt bad afterall, 'cause she did alot of work. :(
In return i've decided t attend trg abit ltr t finish up our proj.
So i got th news tht POLY-ITE games comg up very soon.
Like in two months time!? And hols trg's gna increase like thrice a week.
Boohoooooo ! That means lesser time for friends & work. :(

Anyway, my blog is such a nice friend esp when it comes t bitchg.
I wna tell you how much i hate ur company.

I go out of my way t see ur face. :)

2007-05-16T13:16:00.000+08:00

// We shared a glance.

Tutorial's startg very soon, so here's a short entry.
Tdy I had Oganisational Behaviour & Computg & Information processg in th mrg.
However, I ended up fallg asleep. So did samantha. *shakes head.

Here's some photos my classmates. :)

Me, Samantha, Kong Aik, Jerald & Sean.

Alrights, update mre later if i'm free.

2007-05-12T12:48:00.000+08:00

// Just slow me down, slow me down.

Th week's gna be over soon, very soon.
It seemed like it's jus ytd, tht we had our Geeks&Nerds Party ! :)
Anyway, it was on last friday.
HAHAHAHAHA ! & now i'm uploadg th pics 'cause I finally hav time, like finally.
Okay ppl, can laugh all you want. We all looked retarded.
Firs time in my life, dng retarded dance & actions in front of my friends.
Omg, seriously tht day wht actually went over me huh?

Update mre tmr ag when i'm free.

I'm off for lunch now. BYE !

Suddenly, it seemed so gloom up & hazy. :(

Whe're you?

2007-04-26T23:53:00.000+08:00

// give it t me.

Tmr's IS & Sports & wellness.
Th only day i'm soooooo lookg forward t is tmr. :D
No need t study, jus apply abit of creative thinkg skills.
Wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ! :)

Today i was my firs trg t Np's netball.
We ran three rnds arnd th track & did abit of physical.
& later we had street netball.
I suddenly feel so small in Np when i always feel alil better in Gess.
Gotta kno new friends like Christina & Jaclyn, good players. :)
Yah, & do i really look like a damai player? *frowns.
Overall, trg was okay ended ard eight.
I've decided t be alil mre discipline from tmr onwards.

One mre thng before i go off.
Me & D-E-E drifted apart.
Thanks vanessa & rebeck. :D

2007-04-23T19:40:00.000+08:00

// i'll still choose you.

Trg was cancelled due t th bad weather, but wells..
Thrusday's trg is still on, at th street soccer court.
So everyone at th bus stop is so gna hav their eyes on th netball girls. LOL !
Today is th start of th second week.
I thought alot, agn.
I realised i really had neglected those friends who were there for me in th past.
I kno an apology cannot really explain much, i hope i will be able t make-up.
& make myself free, available after school.
Maybe we could meet up for dinner, or perhaps complete our assignments tgt.
Cool yeah :), i'm sure this would once ag foster our bond & motivate us t keep in touch w our studies.

Ohh yah, & i heard frm my friend's friend comment tht i'm very fierce.
She told my friend 'wah, fierce sia'.
Boohoo. I seriously harbour no ill intentions. :(
All i want is jus victory.
Yah, so at th end of this entry..
Sorry.

2007-04-23T12:21:00.000+08:00

// it gets so hard t walk away.

I totally miss secondary so much.
Half way while i was in lesson today, i smiled t myself & thought of th past.
Tht bunch of boys teasg & disturbg teachers.
& look at my class, it's like total opposite la.
Yeah, i used t 'isolate' myself in class last time.
But i fuckg miss my class, tho most of th times we made a fool outta ourselves.

This is my very firs time blogging in sch, at th sch's lib.
Usg th electricity, w all my new classmates here. HAHAHA.
Waitg for time t past, then we'll all attend CIP tutorial tgt. :)
Alrights, tmr's th BIG thng's bdae.
Here wishg him an advance HAPPY B'DAE. *Loves. :D